Running free, since I don't have to watch myself anymore

Haha, I just replied to 2 W4W ads on Casual Encounters(CL). God, I'm kinda gross, aren't I? But dykey bars are v. scary to me, and most of the lesbians who go there are the masculine women who look like men(which also scares me).

So now I'm faced with a problem of how to meet beautiful, nonpsycho women(this is the perennial question pondered by pasty, mediocre hetero boys all over). So... how? The ones I've met so far have happened organically, when I wasn't actively looking. Now that I'm actively looking, of course it eludes me.

I could call Jen over. Nah, no amt of ass is worth that agony.

Lately, my sex drive has soared like crazy. I just can't get enough. And it's not nice, cuddly sex I crave, either. I want wild, carnal, dirty, nasty sex. I have two more years before I turn 30 and I want to use that up sexing, goddamnit! My sexual appetite has been absolutely insatiable. And I know I'm a hardbody, and I'm certainly not a buttaface. I want to be used.

Tired. Going to bed now.