Good call

One of the reasons I lock this blog is because of my affiliation w/Hvd. Mainly, I need good recs from my colleagues and former advisors, and if any of this ever got out or I was properly identified-- well, I can kiss my med school career goodbye.

I think I wrote about this a while ago-- but there was this superhot undergrad who was really sweating me, as the kids would say. (Do kids today even say that? I'm so out of the loop.) Anyway, he'd do cute things like bring apples to my office hours and ask me for career advice(even though I later found out he is pre-law, which is completely unrelated to my field) and basically flirt the fuck out w/me.

It really took a huge amount of restraint for me not to hook up w/him, mainly because he was so cute and charming... and well, he really stroked my ego. And thank GOD I did not do anyhing stupid, because I found out yesterday that a girl in a different department was reprimanded for "inappropriately patronizing" with an undergrad! I hear through friends of mine that she just had dinner w/the sophomore, they did PG-13 things like kiss, etc, and she got in trouble. Can you imagine what would have happened if I would have done what I wanted to do?? OMG.

But I didn't not hook up w/him because I was afraid to get in trouble... mainly, I didn't want to be the laughingstock of all of his friends and I absolutely REFUSED to be classified as anything remotely related to a cougar. I always thought old chicks dating young dudes were pathetic and desperate, and no way would I have let that shame fall upon myself. So it was a pride thing more than anything else. What can I say? Sometimes my pride saves me from totally fucking up my life.

I also have to find a new place to live. My roomate decided that me not fucking him anymore is grounds for evicting me from the apartment. Oh well-- it was too good of a deal to last too long anyway.