So stupid(me)

This article has officially freaked me out. I should not have thrown Ben away. He was perfect husband material(aside from his rage-head tendencies): Harvard/Harvard Law, old money, taller than 6'0. OMG. I let this one go, how could I have done that?

Am angry at myself. God, I'm such a loser sometimes.

Mark keeps telling me that I have to hurry up and finish my doctorate so I can move to NY, where all the good men are. Yeah, right! If anything, being in Boston is doing wonders for my ego(I am considered supermodel-hot here, but by NY standards, I will just be demoted to "cute." If I move to LA, I'll just be another average-looking chick) and I can't fathom meeting more men in NY. I mean, NY isn't a single-woman friendly city.

All in all, Boston is not a bad place to be if you are a woman. And if you weren't psycho like me and hadn't burned all of her bridges, then you're in the right town to meet smart, well-educated guys.

But seriously, I have run out of men here. I've dated everyone and their college roommate, plus random people who poked me on Facebook. I'm out of options now.

And I'm so fucking sick of internet dating. Darwin dating was fun, for like, one week. I refuse to cower to Match.com, and only creeps ever message me on OKCupid.

And approaching strangers in Boston is not only considered bad form, but grounds for a fierce ass-kicking. I never approach men, anyway. Plus, it's always the assholes who hit on me at Whole Foods and Peet's.

OMGOMG. I should have married Ben. I should have.