Finally

OK, it's official. I'm moving to Palo Alto. We leave in 2 days.

This is either the dumbest or smartest move I'll ever make. Also, I tried delaying my departure for another week since Winner Ex will be in town soon, and I want to see him so badly. But it would be even more fun to make him fly 2000 miles to see me! So it might all work out in the end.

Need to pack! I'm also breaking my verbal lease and screwing my housemates over by leaving so suddenly, but that's what they get for not making me sign a contract. You know that saying about trusting people? For chumps only. Trust no one!

And I have a feeling loser ex is planning to propose soon. How do I know this? I was just at his apt earlier and I checked the browser history, and what should come up but sites for wedding rings-- Tiffany, Cartier, and a site called "Design your own Wedding Ring"? I don't think dudes browse wedding rings for fun. It's hilarious that he thinks I'd ever marry him, but I might have to hear his proposal just for the hell of it. I might say yes if the ring is fabulous, just so I can wear it before I leave him for someone better, of course.

I'll have to make sure I don't get pregnant. The last thing I need is to have something of his growing in my uterus.